wait.before i say anything.
let me scream first.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

ok.argh.today our performance was real bad.
bad bad bad.
i shant tell why.
you guys should know.
)):

its so screwed up man.
i hate it.

and ya.today my mum went to talk to gerri.
i was feeling so frightened man!
i thought i was going to stop going to parables.
luckily.
i dunno wad gerri told her.
i'm still in parables and st john vianney man!!
yay!
whew.thank goodness.
i'm so happy.

afte sjv rehearsal
we went to shop for prezzies.
it was so fun man.
nvr been like that for a long time!

whee.i love weekends!! alright.enough of those teary teary sweet memories now.

today was so wheehee FUN.

we had last minutes rehearsals that was helping a lot.
then catechism was definately fun.
not because of the teacher.
it was the mates around me.
josh and charmaine.
we were yakking all the time.
even during the test.
teehee.

class is getting boring-er and boring-er i suppose.

wanted to play blind man's buff ok.
but then again ms wee rather played her own game.
it was quite boring.
but we all could be more enthusiastic right?

ok.then during mass.we were all so panicky.
whether to go in anot.
it still ended well.
haha.during the last part.
sandra and i laughed.
joel made some mistakes.
heehee.
hope gerri's not looking ya.

reminder.
next week 1st april.my house.
birthday party.alright!!
be there!! st anthonys YOUTHS!! ((: yay.yay.yay.

first of all.i LOVE acting!!
secondly,i LOVE parables a lot.
more than a lot.its A LOT!!

see.i may soon stop going to meetings and all.
more and more people are actually.
but i still love you guys.

i still remembered that day.
when i was not feeling well.
you guys showered me with love and care.
oh man.that was so touching please.
charmaine went to buy hot milo for me.
bryan let me drink his water.
and the others kept asking me if i was okay.
and asking if i need anything.
i will NEVER forget that.
((:

and the wonderful unforgettable memories
we had in the retreat.
even though some didnt make it.
it was still fun and cool.
oh dear.i'm NUTS for you guys.


ok.thirdly,i LOVE god.
and i thank god for letting me know you great guys.
no i mean GREAT siblings.
we're family remember!!
((:

annabel.anne.amelia.angelyn.angela.
bryan.charmaine.dora.dorothy.enid.
faith.genevieve.joel,janice.joshua.
magdalene.sandra.zara. <3<3 sports day today.
i got my bronze trophy.
and proud of it babeh.

did duty.
it was tiring i tell you.
being the timekeeper and the runner to the anouncement table.

woot.glak runs fast!! woohoo.

yay.my class surely win best class one lahh.
got so many track runners.hurray.

next year.remind me to join shortput,4x100 and 4x400.
alright?? trip to the dentist was scary.
i got a filling on my left back tooth.
and then i still got 3 more appointment.
filling
extract
extract.
i'm so scared.)):

i hate DENTISTS.

so you guys better not be dentist when you grow up! i hanged out at BPP with norfi and mates.
in mcdonalds.
ate sushi too.
yummy babeh!!

oh dear.i'm going to the dentist tomorrow.
i'm so freaked out.
AHH.the pain.OOH is gonna be so UNBEARABLE please.
ARGH.make it fast dear dentist.

SNAPPED back to reality.
i actually suck at english.
ARGH.i failed it.

guess what i pass.
GEOG and CHEENA!!
whee.
prashant and norfi was like shocked.
i got highest in cheena compo in my lousy class.
makes no difference.
i'm still lousy.
i failed the rest
ooh man.if this goes on
i can retain lahh.

looks like its best to study and revise,
or mug notes and books hard enough everyday.


but i STILL wanna join ST JOHN VANNEY!!! dad does not allow me to join any parables stuffs..blah blah anymore
damn )):
but i still COULD do the lent skit for this week only.
i so want to be in st john vianney please!! )):

lent skit practice was crappy.
i played byan's role for the time-being.
oh ya.did i mention that charmaine makes a good MUM??
anyway.she does.and i'm serious.

and for sports heats,i got 3rd in the 2oom individual.
and thats the finals.((:
woohoo.fat people still can run!! ((: woohoo.

we had our MOVIE MARATHON in josh's hse.
watched perfect man,uptown girl and hide and seek.
haha.love them all. hide and seek was SCARY.
we scream,scream and SCREAM.

perfect man.HILARY DUFF was the main actress.
she rawks.made me LOVE her more.

ok.then i went for soccer later at night.
got hurt.bummer.
those bangla freaks!

today.jared attended mass with me.
he looks especially HOT today.
haha.((:

went to paint tiles.
parables tile is so plain.
and the cath class one.
its all BLACK.
we all HATE it.
i'm sorry bel and dot.
but we really do.
and true friends dun lie.

and had a short meetings.
oh man.all the upcoming events sound so fun.
then later kevin came to talk to it.
it was rather a depressing,quiet moment for all of us.

and then sjv reheasals.
i LOVE it alot.
i LOVE everyone who is in it.
its so fun.
woohoo.
i cant wait for the next rehearsal.
and the real one.ahh.i'm excited.

byebye.((: few days of studying and learning REAL hard.
was so shacked.that i slept in the train,during the lecture and all.
havent been that tired for so long.

ok.first day of spec course.
we reached there at 7.15am.
when our course actually starts and 12+
i was so happy ah.
then we wenta changi airport.
eat breakfast. walk and play.
it was so fun.
if only changi airport got neoprint shop.
then ltr went back.to changi naval base.
....lecture till you die until 5pm.

second day also the same thing.
just that the timing longer.
7.30am-5pm.
that was hell long i tell you.
time there passes so SLOWLY.
i made this new friend from acs barker.
he's weird.
he has alot of girly colour pens.((:

the last day which was today.
we had test.
everyone was stressing man.
yay.i passed everything.
even my eye and back splice.
with alittle help from daryl.((:
i wasnt as tired as the last 2 days.
thank goodness.

i feel so happy that it FINALLY ended.
3 days of hols wasted cause of this.ARGH.

and woohoo.
theres parables
MOO-VIE MARATHON
tomorrow.
i'm so excited.

mum doesnt let me play soccer.
damn that tuition teacher.
she gives loads of hw lahh.
ARGH.

i so wanna quit ncc.
picture from sec1 camp [ 1/2 ] ((:

You Are a Frappacino

At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet Your caffeine addiction level: low

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.You are also giving and kind - a great friend.You are easy going and trusting.However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

Your Heart Is Green

Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out.When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life. Your flirting style: Laid back Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm What you bring to relationships: Balance

You Are 30% Weird

Not enough to scare other people...But sometimes you scare yourself.

Your Birthdate: April 6

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you.Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first.You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world.An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be. Your strength: Your intuition Your weakness: You put yourself last Your power color: Rose Your power symbol: Cloud Your power month: June

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Iron Troll You Feast On: Olives You Lurk Around In: Roller Rinks You Especially Like to Torment: Boys Who Wear Make-up

Reeses Peanut Butter Cups

Very popular, one of you is not enough.

You Are Socks!

Cozy and warm... but easily lost.You make a good puppet.

You are

Your Mood Ring is Dark Green

FriendlyOutgoingCheerful

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

Your Hillbilly Name Is...

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You Are a Natural Flirt

Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt.And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting.Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt.And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!

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You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you.But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft.You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily.You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out.

i'm dying of this boredom-ness.

i cant wait for my mum to come back.
i want weekends to come so i can go to catechism and sjv rehearsal.
i HATE school.

so damn pissed of some reason.
so emotional man.
cried in front of marcus.
then we had some INTERESTING talk.

woo.my brother has a girlfriend.
i'm not surprised.
he's HOT lah.
HOT lil' bastard

and he's out with her today.
while i'm stuck at home
just waiting for the days to pass. woot!!!
second camp of the year!!

yay.fun fun fun.
we had mass dance
teambuilding-butterhill....
telematch
scavanger hunt
CAMPFIRE.

thats the best part lahh!!
so hyped up and hyperly MAD!!!
it was all held in the hall.
cos it almost rain.
and the MC-s.Hayuun and Gary.
great job lah.woot!!
haha.

the telematch we last minute plan.until like 2am.
then i went to sleep.
while the others continued.
still so tiring.

loved the way 1/2 cheered.!!

mass dance was FUN!!
wheeee!!!


oh man.
_________________________________________
_________________________________________
________________________________________.
AHH!! HOT LAH!!! is it him or is it just him??
haha.[ guess the blanks lah. ]


ARSEHOLES.
___________________
_____________________
__________________.
f-ing pissed!!

i shacked.
off to sleep.
byebye.

glak RAWKS man!! oh man.glak glak glak.((:
can melt on the spot ah.
see his hott-ish face.

and ooh.i'm going for sec1 camp tomorrow straight
after school till sunday late noon.
ooh drats.i cant go for st john vianney.and catechism.
yay!its the hols after camp.
i cant wait to sleep and hang out all.
haha.feels good when you think of that.

aah.sushi is delicious.

mum is coming back on 15 march.
ooh.i cant wait for the stuffs she's bringing home.whee!

i just cant get the social studies notes in my mind.
after mugging it for so long
man! sri lanka how come so complicated??

gosh.parables outing has changed.to dunno
when
where
what.

ok.gtg pack my bag for tomorrow.
see you guys REAL soon.
lovesloves to ALL. <3<3 its been long long long since i last posted.

i feel so fucked up nowadays.
now that common tests are here.

fail for all i care.
i already failed history.
maths and geog will be the next.followed by social studies.
i'm ready.
ALL READY TO FAIL.

and annabel yap mun ting.so am i or am i not in the stinkin' lenten skit??
i so want to be in it.
but i dun think you put me in.
thats so fucking unfair.
you can maple all you want!!

FUCK THE WORLD PLEASE!
ARGGHHH!!! )):

and ohh yes!
i found out where we're going for parables outing.
pasir ris park.
the activities planned are so FUN!!
i just cant wait for it.
thank you janice and the other person who planned for it. <3<3

15 mins time.my fucking tuition will start.
damn.that fucked up-nerdy-geekish-weird-short-fair-unreasonable teacher.
she gives me piles of homework all the time.and i haven done a SINGLE one.

goodbye LOSERS.

i'm so freakin' PISSED lah.
so dun bother me.

parables retreat show and tell.

my CHILDHOOD memories.((: pink ranger.
unreachable umbrella.
me and horsey.

looking DUMB. i got home early today eh.
first time w/o mum pressing me.
mum.oh ya.she hasnt called yet.
i've been waiting since morning.
its alr 3+ she hasnt call yet.
i cried myself to sleep last night.)):

in the morning wee kiat is still denying.
oh please.it was so obvious.
all the evidence were pointing to him.
no way can he escape.
all the denying add up to losing everyone's trust.
he is so stupid.
he shd just admit.

mr lam called us down.
we still dont know the punishment yet.
have to consult the police first.
he says he likes me.
my realistic-ness.heehee.((:
ok.enough of this.
driving me nutty-crazee.

ms chong cried today.
she talked bout cloths.
weird but it does make sense.
"3/2 is like a cloth.
there are holes in this cloth
signifying all the mistakes we made
big or small
some can be mended
some cannot
even if its mended
the patch still remains there.
it will never be a beautiful cloth again.

it takes months to build a reputation.
but it takes 1 sec to ruin it all."

man.my class cloth aint beautiful and perfect and silky and nice anymore.)):

DORA DOES NOT SUCK.
norfi wants me to post this.

yay.its the fridays today.
this males me happy. oh man.oh man.oh man.

weekiat.took shaqif's ipod lah.
dishonest freak!
i helped searched the bag.then found the ipod in his p.box.
so f-ing stupid.
he keeps on denying though.
then we all wrote green form.
mr jerome tan is gonna look in this tomorrow!!

i miss mummy!!
its been almost 2 weeks since mummy is gone.
she must be enjoying herself in the US now.
today.
i had 2 missed calls.
my brother and i thought that was from mummy.
cos that time marcus also got a call from her.'no number'.
man! i didnt pick up my phone!!!
i want her to call back NOW.now.NOW!!!!
i miss her a lot!!

i miss all her naggings.well,not grandama's.
mummy's nagging was special. ((:

i think i'm gonna fail common test.
i hate the life of a sec3.this sucks!

bye.bye.